Everything posted by Just Philip
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iM gOnNa tElL eVerYoNe hOw BaD mY dAy wAs fOr aTteNtioN
On a serious note, my life hasn't been the best since school started for me. It's been a little stressful and it's been hard trying to focus on work. Recently a bunch of the 6th graders (Yes, 6th graders. My school only has 9th and 6th for now.) beat the shit outta me bad enough I felt sore for the next few days and my legs and arms are still bruised and it still sort of hurts to walk. Yes, I know, a bunch of little kids beat the hell outta me, but I didn't really fight them back. I'm not a big fan of having a physical fight as I don't think fighting solves any problems. Moving on from that, I've had a huge loss of motivation to take the time to work on anything or to get out of the house and hang out with friends. I've been feeling quite sad because of family problems and issues with friends I've been having. One of my good friends sadly didn't like something I said, even though it was a joke, and she ended up blocking me everywhere. I've been getting into more and more fights with my mom and after every fight I have I always say sorry since I feel like a complete asshole after it. I'm sorry if me talking about all this made me seem like I'm looking for attention. I'm not trying to, I'm just letting out how my life has been for the past few weeks for me. Anyway, I doubt anyone will actually read this or anyone will actually see it since it'll probably be drowned in late night status updates.I don't even know where I was trying to go with this. my life has been so messed up because of issues that I don't even know what im doing or saying half the time. I don't find joy in playing games or making a new render/rig anymore because of everything that's happened in my life. of course, people will just think im looking for attention. that's fine. believe what you want to believe I guess.
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Does... anybody want the Ostian Repeaters or... I spent time on them. I thought that maybe somebody here plays Dauntless, and that they could use it for renders.
Hope I didn't... waste time on this. I'm really happy with how it turned out, but I was hoping other people could use it. I just need to know if people want the rig or not. I won't release it if people don't want it. -
So I made the Ostian Repeaters from Dauntless. If anybody wants them, I can release them as a rig.
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Anyone's opinion on "Ready Player One"?
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happy birthday. you didn't die this year, so that's a good thing.
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Do you think any of the members of the forums has died? Like there was a guy who joined, been here for a while or a short period of time, and one day they had died from some sort of freak accident. Or a well known member who just stopped visiting and talking for no reason and hasn't been here in months, even years. If you think about it a lot, it's a scary thought to think about. If you had died and nobody knew you personally in real-life, you were just gone, and you couldn't tell anyone about it. You were just that one member that joined and disappeared, never to be heard from again. It's something I think a lot about, and I wonder if it will ever happen to me, or if it ever happened to any of my old friends. I always wondered if any of the friends I had made along the way had either died in an accident or had sadly committed suicide. I think too much about this thought, and I have broken down in tears in front of friends because I had dwelled on the thought too much. I don't mean to be this much of a downer, but I just thought I'd share what I was thinking of at the moment.
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