EmberWing

ever since i joined the forums or anywhere tbh i've been a horrible person. over the past year i have been trying to fix my mistakes and become a better person- let me just say that old me was uh

100% an attention seeker 

and that gave me a bad reputation and i have been trying to fix that and ive been trying to fix my reputation and i'm not talking about upvotes and downvotes- im talking about how im viewed by others. i have made so many mistakes in the past that im just?? i understand that some wont forgive me and thats perfectly alright!! i went back through everything ive done on the forums and i laughed so many times i was just overall a dumb person. i caused so many fights and just unneeded and unwanted drama and im so so so so sorry. the more i think about this apology the more stupid it seems to me. i have changed so much since then and still, there's so much i need to work on and so much i need to apologize for!! i dont even know how to put this into words but i just hope that you understand that i see my mistakes and im working on it-- i really really am. im not saying you have to forgive me i just want everyone to know that i am so sorry. so so so sorry. im sorry that i had horrible grammar and talked/acted like a five year old. im sorry that i made those shit ship renders. im sorry that i called everything i did ugly and terrible and called myself a bad person for attention ("but ember youre calling yourself a horrible person right now!!"). im sorry that i caused fights and drama and just lfkslfkld hhhhhhhhh- these are all bad things, but at least ive learned from the experience and finally realized that i wasnt liked because of how i acted. and im glad that i did something about it. i am so thankful for everyone who has helped me along the way as well, without my friends i really would still be.... whatever i was-- okay well, i really just wanted to say that i apologize for the way that ive acted and im going to try my hardest to be..better, from now on ; -;;

im sorry i really needed to apologize, it's been on my mind for a very long time and i just slfs