It's not quite that. I'm sad because I know that my wallpapers are still low quality besides spending almost 3 years on Mine-imator. Many other people that are using MI for 3 years are actually now very good animators. I joined the community to make a cool animation with my character, since that was my dream since I was 11-12. I'm almost 18 now and that haven't happened, and I feel I'm already too old now to actually watch Minecraft animations, voiding my effort and making my dream forever unreachable.
That's why I wanted to leave, but came back after several months. I was just missing this community...
And I don't want to continue this subject here, since it's not what this topic is about. I feel I'm spamming in here...