FOXY TOONS

I'm not sure why I'm suddenly sad all of a sudden where did this random wave come from? My insides feel fake, my fingers feel like there is a continual waxy substance on them, and it feels like there is a viscous fluid in my chest cavity that is restricting my breathing. But here's the strange thing, You know how when you stop crying, your skin feels fuzzy, mushy, and weak? Well, that's how I've felt all day. I also had really intense Anxiety. And before you ask, I have no intention of hurting myself in any manner, doing so just makes things worse. Most likely, it's simply my Anxiety acting up once again as it waits for something truly terrible to occur or even or even watting to die... but absolutly nothing happens.