Everything posted by Benji
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So, I planned on spending all day playing video games and doing nothing, but my college was having a dance so I went. A good friend of mine taught me how to slow dance, I hung out and got drunk on soda before getting super hyper and dancing like there was no tomorrow, and then I ended up flirting with this guy and he asked for my number, so today went pretty great.
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Yang might've dropped out, but he'll be back in the future
#YangGang
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You know what, why not. I hit a pretty big milestone last month in terms of loving myself more than I did. I don't usually post stuff like this because it's my problems and my mental issues, but I do struggle with being depressed, anxiety, and self hate. I managed to build up the courage to go meet my best friend in person, and when I did it changed my life. He helped me, in person, to love myself. So I started trying. I spent days browsing hairstyles and fashion trying to figure out what I liked, but failed repetitively, slowly spiraling down into disliking myself more for my looks, because I'll never be able to look nice.
I shaved my face this afternoon for the first time in months, and so my friend said "Show me, I wanna see." So, I did. And he said "You look so much better." and that was the first time I received a compliment in months. It made me smile, and made me so happy to the point to where I almost cried. So, I took a better picture of myself because, surely I look better now. Honestly... I did. Appearance and looks is all a matter of personal opinion, but me being afraid of how other people see me blinded me and kept me from realizing that I don't think I'm ugly. Sure, I'm not perfect or flawless, but I'm me, and honestly. I like me. So here's me.
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Yo so I'm losing my mind right now. I made this render back in december when I bought the ticket to go to Florida to meet my friend.
My sister took this picture last friday of us when we met.
The outfits, the posing the everything. (the picture wasnt planned she just snapped it while we were walking)
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To anyone who thinks you can't have a true friendship online, screw you. I just spent an entire week in Florida to meet my best friend in person. Yes, I flew all the way to Florida, and spent a week there just to see him for 3 hours. Do I regret it? Not at all, I'd do it again.
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@9redwoods Joseph. Met him on PMC back in 2016.
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drama aside, have some nice music.
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When you don't get a joke
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My skinny jeans are on, music is blasting, my hair is swoopy. It's national emo day, nerds.
...although every day is national emo day for me.
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Some behind the scenes from my most recent render.
Remember. Perspective is everything.
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