StarFX

Just letting you guys know, I play Call of Duty Black Ops Cold War.

"Rise and shine Mr. Freeman, rise and shine."

Hello, so a question that probably no one in the world ask,
why am I making this weird abstract render?
well, I want to better visual storyteller.
Ok, but why Abstract?
Taste and challenge, My taste overtime changes from trying to use Minecraft style, to wanting to tell
story in a nonsense abstract way (sometime it's obvious, but something it's confusing)
in the past 3 months, I have made many mistake in My life, many emotions that i have hold for a long time
without really expressing them to people because I was trying to pleased everyone, instead of being myself, because I was scared that people would judge me if I was a different person.
A month ago, I courageously try to express my opinion to people, and try to spread a good message to people, except all of that failed, because I got distracted by the wrong topic, forget what i was suppose to say, and failed to spread my message. I lost a friend because of my attempt at trying to spread a good message, however, I also made some new friends because of that topic, especially someone who made NSFW stuff who is afraid to go meet other people because he is afraid that peoples would hate him for having an NSFW taste, I'm not gonna reveal his name for privacy reason, but yeah. He also help me become a better person, trying to help me view the positive in life, especially because for some reason, I like to focus only on the negative side of the world, and that led me to sometime very immature attitude.
I'm pretty sure I never said a genuine thank you to someone in My entire life, I just said thank you because it's either me being forced to say it, or it's because everyone is doing it.

So that's 3 months of trying to change to be a better person, and the failure that I did along the way, although it's a failure, I'm glad it happen, because without it, I would probably never learned my valuable lesson ^-^
and..oh yeah the abstract stuff, after I made a series that is garbage, I learned that art is about communication, not how cool it is, art is about conveying a message. My mindset on art before is like putting effort to everything else except story, and so My goal for the Distorted Subject series, is not to make the most detailed wallpaper, but to make something that convey my message, but in a much more distorted and poetic way I guess you can say it like that.
I'm practicing to always have a message in my render so that when I made my next story, I don't get too distracted by the visual, and that's the point of the distorted subject series.

Welp, this escalated from abstract to personal real quickly lmao,  but seriously tho, I just want to get that out of my chest.

the radio commercials in gta are so funny, honest and self aware lmao

I miss this place. 5 years ago this place was like my actual home. I spent my times everyday using Mine-Imator. But nowadays I'm growing older and I don't have times at all. Maturity changed and so does my life.

US is tearing itself apart smh

hey
i did a spicy
 

Made a Sonic model.

Monster school "animators" aren't animators. They are shitposters.

(WIP Wallpaper) The Squad has arrived.

 

since i'm away from my vr headset i went ahead and made the pistol from half-life alyx.
it'll probably be added to the armory soon

i remember when small fun games like happy wheels would get crazy popular, but nowadays it's just unoriginal horror indie games with no fun gameplay at all

The most complicated question to answer is "What's your favorite videogame"

It's kinda sad only David gets this many happy birthdays. I feel anyone should be wished a happy birthday.

Modern-day political discussions have been getting pretty silly in my opinion. I think we've lost the whole concept of political debate in favor of falsely painting some other person or group as xyz. Especially in the United States. Debates have become less about opinions and more about labels. And that sounds really broad and vague but let me elaborate.
Instead of listening to, well, your opinion, people will usually immediately link you up with a label such as conservative, feminist, fascist, alt-right, some more extreme than others. That's not how arguments are fought. Because if you disagree with a liberal in terms of immigration, you're a MAGA hat-wearing racist/fascist. If you believe in women's rights, you're a feminist. If you're not a feminist, you're sexist. If you don't like the idea of women with bionic arms in Battlefield 5, you're an alt-right troll. Oh yeah, and you're sexist too.
Why do we do that? Like I said, it defeats the whole purpose. Because from that point on, you're not arguing against the same points. You're arguing with the most exaggerated personification of the "opposite side" of the spectrum. By the way, on the topic of "opposite side", there is none. The problem I've been talking about got so out of hand that people don't even consider you to be anywhere on the political spectrum except left or right. Politics is such a wide concept, why tell someone (and yourself) that you have to be on one "side?" If I wanted stronger gun control, that doesn't give you the right to tell me I'm a liberal. If I like what president Trump is doing, that doesn't give you the right to tell me I'm conservative. I believe whatever I want, I don't need a bandwagon to get me moving. And you don't either. If you believe in women's rights but don't like other things some extreme feminists do, you're not obligated to call yourself a feminist. If someone tells you that if you believe in equal rights you're a feminist, they can screw right off. You know that's not what feminism really means, they know it too. You don't need a label for your complicated soup of opinions.
The political spectrum is much wider than left and right. You have your very own spectrum, and you don't need this garbage to tell you what you believe. I saw an article the other day titled "Donald Trump’s Message Resonates With White Supremacists". Basically it talked about how something he said on Twitter was an opinion also shared by white supremacists. If I understand correctly (because news outlets like this tend to dodge the point and sources to further push their agenda), he tweeted a quote from Mussolini saying “It is better to live one day as a lion than 100 years as a sheep”. And then some actual white supremacists were like "yeah I like his opinion, good quote". And then suddenly Donald Trump is a white supremacist as well? That's such an outlandish and out-of-the-blue thing to say. Yeah, people are allowed to agree with what someone says, just as much as you are to disagree. If you don't like that he quoted Mussolini, or the quote itself, that's alright. But I don't think anyone has the right to tell you you're a white supremacist, especially from something as stupid as a quote.
Going back to the point, we've gotten so used to this that it's customary. This is why liberal media is so often called "fake news", and why I even have to call it liberal media. Because it's not news at all. It's not. It is completely opinionated, biased, exaggerated and sometimes fabricated in favor of their opinion. Of course liberals aren't the only ones guilty of this, it's just the most prominent recent example. And that's just how media works. It's kinda sickening that literally nobody can talk about these things without associating the person they're talking to with an overarching demographic, and by extension mistake what they say and to put words in their mouths.
TL;DR: Political discussions are really painful when the person you're talking to thinks you're an extremist for disagreeing with them. We do things like this and then wonder why the other person just doesn't get it. Why we're constantly left with "Why is this person so dense? Why can't they just agree with me?" It's because no one's actually arguing at that point. At least not to each other, and not about their actual opinions. It baffles me how we let ourselves dig this whole so deep. What I want you to take away is that your opinion is your own. You are not this or that because you believe xyz. Labels should never tell you or anyone else what you actually believe. You don't have to call yourself a liberal or a conservative, or even a moderate. You don't have to say that you're just in the middle. Because there is no middle. There is no right, there is no left. There is no spectrum. It's a scam. It's fake. It is actually nonexistent. Your opinion is your opinion, and it always will be.

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Who's hyped??

?? It's my 5th Minecraft Anniversary today! ??

FUTURISTICHUB'S TWITTER HAS BEEN TERMINATED!!!!
"i hope i'm not late"

I think Tdit Will be a great mod.

I bet you guys can guess who this is   
 
I'm working on some particles

Im 18 now.

It's only been a while since I last visited the forums, but I guess I could drop in some W.I.P artwork to communicate to everyone I'm still alive
Have a good rest of the night.....or day..IDK.