ShadowUnicorn_Gaming

Sometimes when I think or talk about some of the stuff I've done on here, I'm mostly met by shame.

Stuff like "What was I thinking?" then again I suppose we're all like that when we think about ourselves in the past. I should leave my past be to be honest, I can't help but think about it. Might just be my anxiety who knows.

Been a bit of a quiet month for me and I'm out of most of my discord servers so I've had too much time to think.

I've been thinking about other things too, but since I'm getting back into Minecraft (while also playing Terraria) I've been reminded by my 15 - 16 year old days where I'd make crappy animations and just terrible or random stories. I'm not denying it, I sucked but that's alright, I accept that.

Heck this is back when my main character for Minecraft animations was a separate character from my drawings and other stories (and I ended up mostly scrapping Vespur) I had no direction for Vespur and I just made a bunch of random stuff and it ended up being a mess.

Aside from that I never mentioned this but where am I now? well my mental health is still pretty low, I've not been feeling too great lately but I'm better than I was last year and two years ago.. so there's that. I work now too so I don't have as much free time to do too many things. As a quick summary I don't want to get too into this. I was caught up in a bunch of drama with family and the public and it ate away at my mental health over time, my physical health was also pretty awful and I didn't get the help I needed for a few years. It sucks but I'm glad I have some help now.

Anyways though I hope you are all well, I've seen a few new peeps hop on which is great to see.