ShadowUnicorn_Gaming

Dang, this place is still up?

How are we all doing? just checking in.

Wait.. I just won a day on here?

That's never happened before~ aaa

You know what, I feel like I've maybe had some good moments on here..

I believe this is a common thing among artists and animators.

Coming back here and remembering all the old crap I made during 2016 - 2018 is really bothering me.

In other words, I really hate my old animations. Sometimes Tdit brings up the 'error world' from that dumb music animation thing I made, those stupid MGB battles I tried to make that honestly was just me cashing in on the Reality craze. I didn't even enjoy making half the stuff I made.

And then my life went to hell and I lost pretty much all the motivation I had left to make animations.

I'm just kinda stuck.. I wanna make something to make up for all that I put you all through. I was 14 when I was making my first animations so I guess I should cut myself some slack. I don't know though..

Oh and that 'sheath' thing on my horse rigs.. oh my god.. 

I did not leave myself with a legacy to be proud of at all.. It's funny too, during the past few years my old animations never sprung into my mind, it was only recently when I came back that I realized *oh shit.. what the hell did I do on here? What was I thinking?*

Sorry for rambling, I just wanted to let this out.

Helloooo~

"Oh I, I can see the light.. Away from the darkest of nights.. Stay with me.."

"We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we love
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of?" - Saosin "Voices" 2006

Oh, hello there. Thanks for the follow  

Kinda caught me off guard

"I don't regret much. You make your choices, you live with 'em."

Right

Now how the heck do I get this in ModelBench? XD

Sometimes when I think or talk about some of the stuff I've done on here, I'm mostly met by shame.

Stuff like "What was I thinking?" then again I suppose we're all like that when we think about ourselves in the past. I should leave my past be to be honest, I can't help but think about it. Might just be my anxiety who knows.

Been a bit of a quiet month for me and I'm out of most of my discord servers so I've had too much time to think.

I've been thinking about other things too, but since I'm getting back into Minecraft (while also playing Terraria) I've been reminded by my 15 - 16 year old days where I'd make crappy animations and just terrible or random stories. I'm not denying it, I sucked but that's alright, I accept that.

Heck this is back when my main character for Minecraft animations was a separate character from my drawings and other stories (and I ended up mostly scrapping Vespur) I had no direction for Vespur and I just made a bunch of random stuff and it ended up being a mess.

Aside from that I never mentioned this but where am I now? well my mental health is still pretty low, I've not been feeling too great lately but I'm better than I was last year and two years ago.. so there's that. I work now too so I don't have as much free time to do too many things. As a quick summary I don't want to get too into this. I was caught up in a bunch of drama with family and the public and it ate away at my mental health over time, my physical health was also pretty awful and I didn't get the help I needed for a few years. It sucks but I'm glad I have some help now.

Anyways though I hope you are all well, I've seen a few new peeps hop on which is great to see.

Hello everyone, hope everyone is doing okay. 

I just wanted to say, I'm not happy with some of my posts on here

Me and a friend were searching our names on google and he found an old post on here where I was changing my character's name. It used to be called Vespur or something like that then I changed it to Daniel? like the heck and then I decided to just use my real name for him, Alan Farlay

*Face palm* Anyways I digress

hope you are doing well ^^

oh hey ^-^

Miss you.. ;w;

Happy late 10000 content count ^-^

neigh~ ;3

Toast a toaster, Toasted toaster, with warm toast, toasting inside the hot toaster

I'm not sure if I should start having second thoughts about linking my deviantart because people are just making memes out of me now :s

It was a sort of double edged sword, some people wanted to stay updated but others just wanted to sort of mess with me which I can't even tell if it's verbal abuse or just mucking around, either way I made my choice now so I am just going to have to wait and see how it goes

I'm guessing I missed something since your channel is gone, if you're leaving well good luck and take care

"This place seems so barren.."

Hey! how is everyone doing? ^^

Hey everyone! how are you all doing?

Heya! just stopping by to see how you all are doing ^-^

Hey! just popping in to see how everyone is doing