KrisFirebolt

Hello everyone. (Long status.)
    Some of you may not know me, or have known me and left with unhappy memories. (In which I do apologize.) I have taken a rather long hiatus, (like, months and months with little ninja visits here and there,) with this forum and other things until I finally felt ready to start over. Don't worry, this isn't a drama status, just merely welcoming myself to "old stomping grounds." In the time I was in my hiatus, I began feeling very distant with the forums, as if I had no need to visit here. Everything just feels new to me, even though I've been here since 2013. It disturbs me that I left the forums with a destructive mind, I was not doing well at the time. But now things and time has changed. I have begun to return to animating recently, though I do not know if I will continue in this reconstruction habit I have had a few projects I've abandoned that I am just now getting into. Although none of it is ready for public view, I finally feel happy again to be animating, whether serious or a goofy short I had on my mind for weeks.
    A lot of things has changed since I was last on here. I have become more mature. My social skills developed a bit, I am more in tune to make friends and be friendly and supportive of others. My drawing skills traditionally and digitally have improved a lot. Though with all of the good things and habits that are building, I still have some bad ones like never waking up on time. At all. Its so easy to stay until 2AM. But hey, at least I'm not heavily depressed as I were. Now, on a final note, I am not sure how active I will continue to be on here, I don't have any stable ideas I could use. My animating is still on the line of if I want to do it or not. I suppose I can take off a little more time until I find a direction I want to sail with. But for now, at least I want to get things straight.
   I am sorry if I had hurt anyone in the past, or rather the mega-butthurt from like nearly half a year ago. I want to have a new beginning with everyone, if the people I once knew are still on this forum. Yes, even to Aronan, Voxel, and Tidatwat. I'm sure you all are very creative and amazing individuals, I just never had the time to know you all personally. I'm hoping to just move on from whatever the hell happened before, just let it go and maybe just make newer and happier memories.
But for now, thanks for reading my long status. I have too much to say. Until we meet again.

Hello everyone. (Long status.)
    Some of you may not know me, or have known me and left with unhappy memories. (In which I do apologize.) I have taken a rather long hiatus, (like, months and months with little ninja visits here and there,) with this forum and other things until I finally felt ready to start over. Don't worry, this isn't a drama status, just merely welcoming myself to "old stomping grounds." In the time I was in my hiatus, I began feeling very distant with the forums, as if I had no need to visit here. Everything just feels new to me, even though I've been here since 2013. It disturbs me that I left the forums with a destructive mind, I was not doing well at the time. But now things and time has changed. I have begun to return to animating recently, though I do not know if I will continue in this reconstruction habit I have had a few projects I've abandoned that I am just now getting into. Although none of it is ready for public view, I finally feel happy again to be animating, whether serious or a goofy short I had on my mind for weeks.
    A lot of things has changed since I was last on here. I have become more mature. My social skills developed a bit, I am more in tune to make friends and be friendly and supportive of others. My drawing skills traditionally and digitally have improved a lot. Though with all of the good things and habits that are building, I still have some bad ones like never waking up on time. At all. Its so easy to stay until 2AM. But hey, at least I'm not heavily depressed as I were. Now, on a final note, I am not sure how active I will continue to be on here, I don't have any stable ideas I could use. My animating is still on the line of if I want to do it or not. I suppose I can take off a little more time until I find a direction I want to sail with. But for now, at least I want to get things straight.
   I am sorry if I had hurt anyone in the past, or rather the mega-butthurt from like nearly half a year ago. I want to have a new beginning with everyone, if the people I once knew are still on this forum. Yes, even to Aronan, Voxel, and Tidatwat. I'm sure you all are very creative and amazing individuals, I just never had the time to know you all personally. I'm hoping to just move on from whatever the hell happened before, just let it go and maybe just make newer and happier memories.
But for now, thanks for reading my long status. I have too much to say. Until we meet again.

If you are suffering from depression, whenever that was something you were born with or gained over childhood; PLEASE go out there and talk to someone about your problems. Talk to a family member, a sibling, a pet, a plush toy or even a friend of yours. You should never be alone in your situation. Suicide is not the way to end things. You have to stay strong and fight it out, fight it with someone. You can try to hide what's inside but it can only make things worse. You should find inner peace with yourself and go turn things around and fix your life and make it better!

If you are suffering from depression, whenever that was something you were born with or gained over childhood; PLEASE go out there and talk to someone about your problems. Talk to a family member, a sibling, a pet, a plush toy or even a friend of yours. You should never be alone in your situation. Suicide is not the way to end things. You have to stay strong and fight it out, fight it with someone. You can try to hide what's inside but it can only make things worse. You should find inner peace with yourself and go turn things around and fix your life and make it better!

Everyone is fundamentally lonely, even the ones pretending they're not. Be nice today, it could make things slightly okay... on this lonely little blue dot.